meditation on Matthew 7:7-12 7 “Ask, and it will be given you; search, and you will find; knock, and the door will be opened for you. 8 For everyone who asks receives, and everyone who searches finds, and for everyone who knocks, the door will be opened. 9 Is there anyone among you who, if your child asks for bread, will give a stone? 10 Or if the child asks for a fish, will give a snake? 11 If you then, who are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give good things to those who ask him. 12 “In everything do to others as you would have them do to you; for this is the law and the prophets. Standing at the door, my hand suddenly turns to cement, my arm fused to my side. knock and the door shall be opened but what is behind the door? I want to know -- I was compelled to come here. seek and ye shall find but what am I looking for? it's something. but what? I wish it were so simpl